The most important moment marked my Junior phase

How has it changed my outlook?

Hi how are you, I miss you guys, I miss blogging actually… I was really busy crowded by the exams … Yes passing from junior phase to the next level was not that easy … I was struggling with an infinity of challenges, and even I’m not done yet…
It was hard, full of challenges, stressful situations, and never stop working… And because I’m lucky, I was passing by two junior phases and both two are extremely different on both sides good things and bad ones.
In the first junior phase, I was so excited, hard-working never let anything jump without understanding it, ask for help, and stayed at night to complete my tasks. Even I was exhausted, I was so excited and have fun in the camp. Till one day I had a car accident that makes me so sick for one week. After that week whatever I did, I was lost in my studies. Never go back to my normal condition so finally I was so far to pass this phase, and obliged to pass it again.
I was so disappointed, feeling down, and completely lost my enthusiasm. And those feelings never went in the second junior even it was so different. The only two things that give me the strength to continue and never give up, are The pink color of RBK’s logo … No joking…

Enjoying hacking time with all its hard parts and tricks witch make me just in stumbles. What again, Stumbles !! which is my second cause to stay here. I think that as much as I stumbled here, stumbling, struggling, and feel completely lost become my cup of tea. The truth is I’m so serious person and take every problem so seriously and become nervous and stressed but it seems that it’s my way to solve them…
Any experience in this life can change you in a positive way when you make any challenge you win the success but if you don’t you win the trial, the patient, the strength of supporting stressful situations, and the most price is :

I face the fear of learning something new, and the fear to lose the challenge.
My lessons and what I’m learning from this phase are never over yet. And I’m thirsty to the next…